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-OnMyWayToSelfDestruction.

Wed Aug 5, 2009, 11:44 PM
  • Mood: Torment
  • Listening to: silence..
  • Reading: Lover Unbound....
  • Watching: darkness..
Confused, Sad, Distraught, Lost, Ignorant, Stupid, Distressed, Arrogant, Sickened..
Theres more i'm sure that could explain how i feel..

I'm useless.
A Fool to think i could handle this..

-Forgive me.

You know who you are..

I'm a complete and total Fool..

I should leave..
Find a new life..

But I dunno that i could manage alone..
i'm losing control..
Of everything..

even my own life..

someone,
PLEASE save me..

I'm on my way to self destruction..
And i'm afraid that this time-
There no way to save me once i get there..

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.My Life = Hell.
.My Love = -Him-.
.Mess With Me Right Now, And You'll Regret Ever Lookin' My Way.

[[Currently Grounded From EveryThing, So Don't Try To Get Ahold Of Me]]

.Death Metal Is All Thats Keepin' Me Alive Right Now.
.Writing Poetry, Song Lyrics, And Drawing Is My Only Thing To Do Now.

.Think I'm Weird? Then Just Go To Hell.


[[I Could Bleed For A Smile, Could Die For A Gun]]

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  • Current Residence: Haysi, Va
  • Interests: Football, music, video games, && Someone.. = P
  • Favourite movie: Princess Mononoke && Spirited Away.....
  • Favourite band or musician: Disturbed, Atreyu, Bullet For My Valentine, Slipknot, Anything Metal. =]
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock && Heavy Metal mainly.. I listen to about anything though ^^
  • Favourite artist: XerXan
  • Favourite poet or writer: My Friends. =]
  • Favourite photographer: Nathan ^^
  • MP3 player of choice: I-pod ^^
  • Favourite game: Okami
  • Favourite gaming platform: Ps2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Inuyasha = D
  • Tools of the Trade: Blood... && love.

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~Psychosomatic-Psyche Oct 26, 2009, 7:06:33 AM
Thank you for the :+fav:!

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"Dark Times Lie Ahead Of Us And There Will Be A Time When We Must Choose What Is Easy And What Is Right."

:meditation:
:iconfallenbeauty-81:
~FallenBeauty-81 Oct 31, 2009, 3:57:53 PM
You're welcome! =]]

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~Negam Atiram*

[[I Can't Give You The Whole World...
But How About Our Own Piece Of Heaven?]]

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~webster14 Oct 24, 2009, 11:50:12 PM
thank you for the fav:tighthug:

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~FallenBeauty-81 Oct 25, 2009, 4:33:56 PM
You're welcome!!
<33!!

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~Negam Atiram*

[[I Can't Give You The Whole World...
But How About Our Own Piece Of Heaven?]]

[[-X- I Can't Live In A World Where You Don't Exist -X-]]
:iconwebster14:
~webster14 Oct 26, 2009, 8:53:48 AM
:)

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A man who sees and feels nature has a light inside that never dies, I am searching for that light...

Visit my gallery [link] and see my light
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~FallenBeauty-81 Oct 31, 2009, 3:54:43 PM
^^

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~Negam Atiram*

[[I Can't Give You The Whole World...
But How About Our Own Piece Of Heaven?]]

[[-X- I Can't Live In A World Where You Don't Exist -X-]]
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~LovestruckDemoness Oct 21, 2009, 6:32:03 PM
Thanks for the :+fav:!

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Shepherds we shall be for Thee my Lord for Thee
Power hath descended from Thy hand so our feet may swiftly carry out Thy command
So we shall flow a river forth to Thee and teeming with souls shall it ever be
In Nomini Patri Et Fili Spiritus Sancti
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~GetInfected Oct 10, 2009, 1:43:09 PM
Thank you for the favorite =]
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~FallenBeauty-81 Oct 11, 2009, 6:45:30 PM
you're welcome! ^^

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~Negam Atiram*

[[I Can't Give You The Whole World...
But How About Our Own Piece Of Heaven?]]

[[-X- I Can't Live In A World Where You Don't Exist -X-]]
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